Nuffnang: What Animal?

I'm a timid and shy person. And because of this I always get bullied and intimidated. I have been bullied all of my life. My teachers are of no help when I complain. Friends also useless when I tell them. Parents? They are the worst. How sad and pathetic...

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Do I Know You?

Isolation does not heal it seems. Am I missing the invisible? How many times must I tell myself it's really really over. This is so overwhelming but I just have to keep it to myself. How can one man be so cruel? But maybe it's not you who are cruel, it's just me who is just that stubborn. I'm...

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Cheater.

With you in life, I'm a messed-up lady. So, I prefer to stay away from you.Blocking you away from my life - both reality and cyber... but still keeping you in my fantasy, sigh.They say, "Good ladies will find their good gentlemen." I say, "They are wrong!"Hodey, your wife is a good one. But too...

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Old Men, I Hate, Dirty Old Men!

I have made up my mind. Sacrificial love is not worth it when it comes to Hodey.He thinks of himself first and myself second, worse, last.My heart tells me to be softer: What would happen if he died today? Would I regret for telling him "I hate you"... or not saying enough "I love you"? But my...

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No More Kimberly, No More Hodey.

This blog has been abandoned for awhile because the writer has realized that Kimberly and Hodey are not meant to be together, forever....

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