I have revealed that Pauline, my sister is getting married. I have kinda dealt with the matter that she's leaving me for the better, that is to start a new life. But now come another part, it's gonna be another celebration of love - a wedding.
Sad to say, I'll be again reminded of the day someone went away, the day Hodey left me for someone else, in a wedding. Since that day, I have developed a wedding phobia.
So now, it's Pauline & Vincent's wedding. Like expected, they are going to invite family members, relatives, friends plus people they know - and those they know, I know too. Here just have to admit, I'm actually not ready to see the faces of few people they have invited. Yeap, people that I hate are gonna be there as well. For some reasons, I just H.A.T.E them. I'm not being unreasonable here, but the reasons are really private.
Mr Submit once told me that if we don't love our neighbours, Hell is the place for us, simply because Heaven is a place where everyone's happy happy together together and loves others unconditionally. Although I'm now no pious, I'm aware that there's truth in what he said. Yet, I know in this I fail miserably. Still not yet cleansed, there's deep bitterness within. We know, a place named Heaven is not suitable for me.
I told myself today that I'd rather be in Hell rather than meet those hypocrites in that wedding. But there's no other option other than attending Pauline's wedding. You see, she's my sister and somemore the first one to get married. No matter how much I dislike seeing those unwanted faces, I must be there to see the beautiful bride's face.
For the sake of giving face to Pauline, I'll be there. Let's just hope that I won't come back with a report similar to this.
Ops, you are caught!! :P
Yeah, not worth going to hell for those people right?? I wouldn't want to go to hell because i really want to be reunited with all my late pets!!
Btw, you dad is real sweet! Lucky you Jas!
oh no wonder the bible teaches 'love thy neighbours like u love urself.'
anyway ... i understand how u feel. i was feeling similarly when i attended my grandmother's funeral.
but anyway ... u can still retain ur hatred for them during the wedding. u just don't need to talk to them, much. just avoid them.
Dearest Daughter,
God does not say that you have to LIKE these people. But you have to LOVE them with the LOVE OF THE LORD.
See, it is the LOVE OF THE LORD and not the LOVE OF JASMINE or the LOVE OF ALBERT.
You and Daddy do not have the capacity to LOVE some nasty people and definitely we don't want to LIKE them.
However, one thing that we have to do is NOT TO HATE them.
Hatred only causes us to be miserable.
Why should we allow other people to make us MISERABLE? See!
For example, that boy who left you. Why let him hurt u again and again. If he does not love you enough then he does not deserve you.
To those people who are nasty, you have to tell them that they have no control over your life.
No, we will not allow them to haunt us.
We will be happy and if they HATE us, then let them be miserable. Heh heh.
BTW, precious Daughter. Read your own blog. It seems that they have succeeded in making you miserable.
DON'T GIVE THEM THE LOADED GUN TO SHOOT YOU. Wise up!
Happiness is a choice and Daddy has always chose to be happy! Would Daddy's Angel of Blessings join Daddy and be happy!
TAKE BACK THE LOADED GUN TODAY!
May the Lord give you wisdom to know how to take back your own life and rejoice!
Love u always,
Daddy... is praying for you.
would be interesting to know the reasons for the hatred... :)
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